Where I'm From

From the city of violence

From smiles and frowns

I'm from they call hell

I'm from the of tall buildings

I'm from the birth place of my dancing inspiration

From the city of poor schools

From the place of lost hopes and dreams

I'm from the area of confused life

I'm from from the loving arms of proud strong mother

I'm from the source of my anger

From the birth of my various fighting styles

From the changing point of my life

From the open doors of warm breezes

From the rumors, and hurt that left scars

I'm from the wickedness, and two-faced clan

I'm from the early pregnancies

I'm from the once proud strong state, and ex-country

I'm from the wishes upon stars

I'm from known place of extremely talented cheerleaders

From the hot dry place

From the confusing life styles, and uncertainty

From the whys, don'ts, and pain

I'm from blood, sweat, and tears

Where are you from

Who Am I

I can't tell you how many times someone has asked me to tell them about myself. Each time they asked me I looked at them with the most blank look possible,and say I don't know what to tell you. I'm what some people would call a shape shifter, or a copy cat. Its something I've been doing since I was 6years old. I couldn't figure out who I was, but then again I was only 6. But still I wanted to be somebody I wanted to be popular like my brother and sister so I changed my image. I started working out getting buff, because I thought being buff was "in." Then I decided my sister's extremely popular. Why? Because she was um....how do I say glamerous? My mom being a mom asked me why am I copying what my brother and sister. I looked up at my momvand said "I don't know who I am so need a face to put on." When most six year old kids say that its cute but not with my mom. She told me she had given birth to leaders not followers. That meant she was telling me to find my

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Where I'm From

From the city of violence
From smiles and frowns
I'm from where they call hell
I'm from the city of tall buildings
I'm from the birth place of my dancing inspiration
From the city of poor schools
From the place of lost hope, and dreams
I'm from the area of confused life
I'm from the loving arms of a proud strong mother
I'm from the source of my anger
From the birth of my various fighting styles
From the changing point of my
From the open doors of warm breezes
From the rumors, and hurt that left scars
I'm from the wickedness, and two-face clan
I'm from the early pregnancies
I'm from the once proud strong state, and ex-country
I'm from the wishes upon stars
I'm from known place of the extremely talented cheerleaders
From the hot dry place
From confusing life styles, and uncertainty.
From the whys, don'ts, and pain
I'm from blood, sweat, and tears
Where are you from

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Get off The Phone

What annoys you the most? What grinds your gears? What really gets under your skin? Is it when people do something incredibly loud, or when someone is talking, or texting on the phone while walking in the hall or DRIVING? If you chose the second one then trust me you're not alone I hate when people do that its so annoying and nerve recking. I was walking to my group and there was a dude in front of me walking slower then molasses. Now when I walk I walk with a wide stride meaning I walk really fast. It annoys me when I have to walk unnecessarily slow so yeah I started getting irritated. Now I won't just sit there and push through people because its rude, and I would be ready to knock someone out if the did it to me. So what I did was wait until I had just enough space to zoom past him. Though it was only a few seconds until I found the spot it seemed like it was taking forever. But when I got to the spot where I could get around this staggering person I moved as fast as a squirrel would run if it heard a loud sound. As I'm moving around this person I look behind me and what I saw made me extremely angry. He was texting, not only was he texting, but he was texting slower then the average person. I turned away from the angering sight. Almost the exact same thing happen while I was taking my kid Johnah to coral ville mall. I was at least three blocks away from getting on the interstate, but as always there has to be that really ignorant driver who has to drive incredibly slow I'm talking Ms.Daisy slow. I didn't have time to be driving behind this guy who wanted to drive 25mph on 40mph street. So I attempted to drive around him, but when I got next to him he decided to try and speed up. Did it get under my skin? Yes it did when I looked in his car the idot was on his phone talking, then he gave me a dirty look, flipped me the finger, and yelled something out his window. I couldn't hear him because of my music. I rolled my eyes and drove past him, and pulled him infront of him laughing at Johnah because he started doing some type of war cry. So this is to all who like to walk, or drive slow because your faces are glued to your phone. GET OFF THE PHONE!!!!!!!!

Its not mutual

"¡Hermano yo tengo una grande problema!" That's the first sentence that came out of my little brothers mouth when he got home. I just happen to be taking a nap till he interrupted me, and of course my first reaction is "¡callate, tú grita a muchas!" I'm guessing he didn't take the hint that I was extremly tired and didn't want to be bothered. He burst in my room and told me he had a serious problem (the dr. tried telling him that years ago.) and of course I just had to ask "¿qué pasa?" He looked at me for a moment and told me about how there was a girl at his school that completely disgusted him, that it made him itch just looking at her. I thought he was being rude at first until he told me the reason why. He asked me what would I do, normally I'd tell him I don't know what to tell you I don't know what that's like. Oh but I just happen to know what to say to him about this particular issue, simply because I have someone that I don't see as a boyfriend but more of friend. I have a friend who likes me, but I don't like him like that for 3 reasons. 1.I just got out of a relationship that ended for all the wrong reasons, 2.I still have feelings for my ex, and 3.I need time to heal. However even then I don't think I would see him as a boyfriend then I think I would just see him as an older brother then. I known this person for like 2weeks now, its been almost a month since my last relationship you do the math. I'm not one to hurt someones feelings and just up and tell them no I don't like you because I'm not like that I'm not a rude person.....until you bring out the rude in me. My friend has told me twice that he's interested in me and I've told him twice I can't be nor can I handle being in a relationship right now. I still haven't told him that I don't see him like that simply because I haven't known him that long and things could change. I take so much caution because I've seen when people get into relationships with people that they don't like, not only that, but I've done it myself in the past. When you do that you feel this thing called "kickback karma" its when you instantly know that something gonna end bad. A lot of people ignore that feeling and just keep going on with the relationship. They're with someone who probably has mad feelings for them, yet the feeling isn't mutual. When you do messed up crap like that, not only can you ruin the friendship, but you also screw up the person emotional process. Meaning they're not going to be that same undercontrol person everybody used to know they're gonna be angry, hurt, and most of all desperate for someone to stop them from hurting which in most cases fails epically. So my advice to my little brother and everyone else out there, let that person know before its too late save yourself and that person the drama just by telling them the truth.

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Inside Out

Has someone ever told that a team or group runs like a machine, all the pieces need to be in sync doing there job। Otherwise the entire thing falls apart and the team or group is no more. I've never been told that however I've heard it plenty of times on T.V shows. I have this group that had problems to begin with long before I joined it, People came people went it however they always took a piece of the group's memory with them same as any group or team. I joined last year and since then some of the problems have gone away and some still simmer. Now you tell me how I should take this, how should I handle this situation? A sophmore in our group is on the edge of being kicked out because yesterday's issue got out and everyone seems to be coming up to me constantly asking about yesterday. I didn't say anything about it neither did three of my friends, this sophmore claims she said nothing, but she;s the only one who's been known to decieve people in the group. I don't know wether or not I should keep her in the group or just go ahead and kick her out. I had already told her this group has enough problems with the crap everyone else says about us, we don't need any more problems especially when we're having problems getting rid of our current problems. If you cannot keep your mouth shut about our business then you need to find somewhere else to hang out and not talk to me nor anyone in this group. I wouldn't give her chance to speak I was so heated I culdn't believe this was happening for a second time a deciever in our group once more trying to climb her way up the popularity ladder. Time went on and I get pulled in the counsler's office because she fiured if she talks to me one-on-one then she could give me crocodile tears and I would just tell everybody to stay off her back. Think again I told her first things first whipe away the tears they don't work on me nor will they ever. She told me that only people that she told were her parent, but one of her friends were on the phone and heard EVERYTHING so whoever that was told someone and viola you have our business out and around spreading like a forest fire. Reguardless of wether she told people or not she let it happen she let someone else hear about what happen. So now I'm stuck with the decision between kicking her out and letting her stay. I'm really not sure what I should do its not an easy decision, but its simple. Our group is being ridiculed from the inside out.

Slow Down

Have you ever met someone who thinks that just because they're a certain age they can do anything when they really can't, in fact they could get in trouble for a lot of trouble for half the crap they do? What do you tell someone like that, how do you explain to them they're only a certain age? These are the questions my little brother ask me everyday and everyday I wouldn't know what to tell him because his friends aren't mine. Until today....things hit the ceiling. I like to look at situations like fires. You have the flamable object or substance, the spark, and then you just wait for things to start, now this can be used for good or bad things. In this case it was pretty bad. I have a friend...well ex-friend who did something incredibly stupid, there's the spark pay close attention cause here's where it gets incredibly unwise. I have three other friends who took her up on her "offer" there's the flammable objects. I bet you're thinkning things are gonna explode, bhut they're not....at least not yet. I got increasingly aggrevated over time no thanks to unpredictable mood swing. I was offered to come with and I went, there's an extra flammable object. As me and three of my friends are sitting at our what we thought to be discreet location e sitting there shortening our lives. Guess what happened BOOM everything exploded. A cop along with a helping security guard approached us with a claim that they had been sitting there watching us the entire time. We admitted to our doing, however only two of us were released. Yes we were in a uncontrollable fire at the time, the other two stayed behind for further consequences. Was I scared....well if you count vigorous shaking then yeah I was scared. Long story short we did something stupid and got caught half of us got away unscaved the other half took a huge blow. Lesson don't take up offers that you second guess and worry you. So lil bro tell your friends slow down they are not grown if they continue doing what they're doing then karma will get them harder then expected. As for me I now know what to do in situations like the today.

Caring isn't Sharing

Having a roommate is not the greatest thing in the world. I mean it has its ups and everything, but don't you get tired of cleaning up after people that are old enough to do it theirselves? I know I do, see what I think is starting to happen is people are beginning to take this whole "sharing is caring" thia little too far. Yes I care about you yes I will take care of you whatever way I can, but that doesn't mean I will clean up after you nor does it mean I clean up all day and you just come home and mess everything up. Sorry I care about you, but not that much nor will I ever. If your legs arms hands and feet work you can clean up after yourself. Don't you also hate it when you have to sit there and constantly remind your roommate to do something they said they'd do. I should not have to remind you everyday to clean the bathroom gather your laundry no that's not how things work. Sharing is caring, however he'll hath no fury like a puerto rican scorned. I'm mother nature this apartment is my Earth and you're that erogant dummy who throws your trash all over my Earth. All I'm asking for is for you to do your part in this whole charade.

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Gift or Ability

What's is something unique about? Something you know people either can't do or woulsdn't dream of doing? Like me I can bend like no other and constantly advancing to the next level of flexibility it never ends and it rocks. Now here's the twist is your special thing a gift or an ability? Now I know you're thinking whats the difference? Some might even say there isn't one, however if you really think about it there is. In my opinion there is, see a gift is something your born with in a way. You're always progressing to the next to the next level always evolving. An abilty is something you train to have. You can gain or lose an abilty. For example being incredibly strong is an ability. You may think its a gift because you're born with strength, however you have to constantly train to progress in your strength and if you start and after a period of time stop then you will eventually lose your strength. My gift has brought me through a lot from being in gymnastics, dancing, and now cheer leading. Its crazy actually when you think about it. You know when you were little you'd sit there watching T.V watching your favorite show. Maybe you're watching a new series. I'm pretty sure we've all wanted to be super heros with super powers, and just thought to yourself I want super powers. When in reality you do have powers just not like superman, or the human torch. My flexibilty has saved me and others plenty of times. I was playing kickball and the pitcher rolled the ball my way. My best friend was on second base waiting for the kick so yeah I had pressure. When I kicked that ball you better believe I was gone faster then you could "where'd". Of course the minute my friend saw me running he took off. Sadly the other team's hustling ethics were a smidge better then ours so they goit that ball pretty quick. They threw the ball at me why because I was the little person on my team. To add on to it there was a another infielder behind me. If I get hit that infielder behind me is gonna catch the ball and tag my friend. Instantly I dropped into the splits and caused the infielder to get blasted in the face by the ball and me to third base, and yes I ran to third that fast. Why? Because my momentum was at its peak. Everyone was screaming and cheering and it got me going. Their cheer was the nitrous to my body. Had I gotten hit then me and my friend would've gotten hit, got out, and cost our team the game. Your gift or abilities get you far in life just take the time to look a within yourself. I'm singing out see ya hope this helps you out in the future hasta lluego!

Music Memory

Question, what does music do to you when you're in your place? Some might say it calms you but, is the music calming them down or is it the memory they're going through calming them? Me personally it sends me on a crazy trip down memory lane. For example when I listen to The way that I love you by Ashanti, it reminds me of when I stayed with my sister for awhile and we were in the car singing with the windows down and next thing you know the song was over and the people in the cars next us were clapping. I felt really good about how high I could sing, not many guys can sing that high without cracking, but I did and I did a good job to. Bottom line is sometimes its not the music that calms us, but the memory we're going through while the songs playing hence the title Music Memory. Music is basically poetry with melody...well at least it is to me. I walk around my neighborhood listening to my ipod and what am I doing? Going down memory lane according to the the song that was on. My body was pretty much on auto-pilot mentally I set my destination and course, once I started walking and playing my music my body went on auto-pilot while my mind went down memory lane. I use to hate music and now look what it does it sends me on a relaxing trip down memory lane everytime it's almost like going on a field trip. I really think that some people should try and go down music memory lane it can be so much fun and it can also turn whatever emotion you're feeling into happiness it has for me and I'm pretty sure it others brodened their mind then it would do the same for them as well. I'm signing out see ya hope this helps you the future hasta lluego!